I Disappear

I have this tendency of falling off the map, if you allow me too. I can drift away from friends quite quickly and do my own thing until

A) My friend(s) hunt me down and wanna hangout.
B) I want to hangout with them.
C) We run into a each other.

I honestly have no clue why I slip away. For some reason when I start getting busy I like being left alone. I look for distractions way too often and most of the time I end up getting behind... especially in school. Its not like I hate other people. I can just appreciate time alone.

Its always funny when I do regroup... Everyone is like "Ravi what the hell have you been doing." I'm always like "Oh nothing. Just work, and school." Usually that is the case. I take advantage of sleeping as well when I have extended down time. When I get busy I hardly ever sleep, during school months I'll average sleeping 5 hrs a night. Sometimes even no sleep at all.

I have a feeling that my absence will be even worse this semester. You see I want to really do good my last semester here in St Charles before I move to San Francisco. I wanna look good.

How to keep Ravi Patel from disappearing:
1) Call me at least once a week, or text to catch up, or ask random questions.
2) Invite me to parties.
3) Ask me to hangout.
4) Force me into a situation where I can't turn you down.

Now let me tell you something about myself... If I haven't slept enough I will more than likely make up excuses. Can you blame me though? I just think people should know this. Not like I didn't warn you.