Religion!?

This is going to be a rather serious spiritual post... I figured I'd just warn you.

Lately I've been doing allot of thinking, as far as religion goes. What I think about is the "sins" I have committed. By Hinduism the things I have done are pretty much a one-way ticket to hell. If someone told me there was a way to fix what I've done, would I do it? My answer is "no." I know what I did, I knew the consequences of it, I'm willing to pay the price for it. I honestly think what I'm doing is just, and moral. I don't want to take the easy way out, plus I don't think I'm a good person underneath it all. Many reading this would probably disagree, but personally that's just how I feel.

Honestly I'm not a religious person, but according to the only religion I am familiar with; I'm going to hell. Personally I'm more on the path where I just want to be a just person. I don't care about sin's and all that stuff. Rules get broken all the time. I'd rather go by what I think to be morally correct. Everything else will fall in place when the time comes.