I sit here right now thinking about what could have it been.
I know a lot of people get hit by that at one point or another. For me, this would be probably the second time that I am having this conversation. Last night I pretty much ended the chances on something before it started. I'm glad I did though, because in all honesty I could never be happy moving across the country for the wrong reasons. I'm smart enough to know right now that I was at fault. My hopes were high on something that hadn't even started.
I'll probably lie awake in bed for the next few weeks thinking about all of this. I know I made the right decision, it just feels like I wasted both of our time. Also, where do I go from here?
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