Monday, February 1, 2010

Leauge of her own

I was over at Dr. Yadava's house tonight when he threw a very good question at me. What was it about Ellen that I would've picked up and moved halfway across the country for.

I think it came down to how she saw through me. Ellen saw through the bullshit and got to know me for who I really am. I had a huge weakness for her. There was definitely something about her that drew me to her. She had this charm, wit, and drive that separated her from the rest of the girls that I typically date.

She was in her own league, and I felt like she was too good for me. I actually told her that before. Ellen was unlike any girl who I had ever dated, had feelings for. She was strong willed, and her ability to argue, and stand up for her self was actually a huge turn on for me.

Not many guys can deal with a girl that can overwhelmingly crush them in a argument, but with Ellen I was really drawn to her for that. I loved that about her. Even though I'd got annoyed with her arguing over small things, I still respected her for it. Ellen crushed me in arguments, her ability to think critically destroyed me. I lack the skill to see beyond the moment much like most guys, that is one area I hoped to improve on with her. She was way smarter than me, beautiful, and proving herself to be a formidable opponent.

I enjoyed the challenge with Ellen, she was a complex girl that pushed me all the time. She wasn't afraid to point out my weaknesses. She was in a league of her own.

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